Saturday, December 12, 2009

sad face...

i saw new pictures of my girl today.... and she has a sad face.....no hopeful, not smiling for the camera...

ah dear one, I know how hard it is to keep hoping, believing..... sometimes I sit and see it has been two years since i started this journey, and I just cannot believe it. it is unreal. your little sister has grown from 4 to 6, your big brothers from 7 and 9 to 9 and 11..... a lot of living in two years.....and a lot of longing. Its not fun waiting anymore, as if it ever was. But I use to get excited with photos and excited with trip reports and excited to look at my email and hope for news...

now it all makes me sad.....

God is close to the brokenhearted..... hold on sweet one, joy cometh.

2 comments:

  1. I've been following your blog for quite some time. I'm in the same boat sort of. I just got more pics (and they were sad face pics) of our son, who we've been waiting 16 months since referral. I am praying for you and have been. We have our 4th court date sometime this month.... Praying that God will move mountains for you and your precious daughter!

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  2. We continue to pray every time we pray for our own adoption. You are constantly on our hearts.

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